I KNOW THIS EXPRESSION!
I KNOW I KNOW!
jaejoong doesnt get a mike when he feels like chanting non stop.
THATS WHEN THIS FACE COMES OUT!
OH!! AND YES!!...
THANK YOU PEARLYN!!!
pearlyn is damn nice. she got me a picture of JAEJOONG.
and passed to yiling to be passed to me. yay! so nice!
im going to watch DANCE!SUBARU becauuuuseeee...
BECAUSE DBSK SINGS 'BOLERO' FOR DANCE!SUBARU. BOLERO IS GOING TO BE THE OFFICIAL MOVIE'S OST!!!!!
yay!!! FINALLY DBSK'S WORK REACHES SINGAPORE.
kpop fans who actually reads the news would flock to watch DANCE!SUBARU.
bloody zili just totally couldnt appreciate my dbsk. damn.
dbsk is talented and nice looking and humourous and adorable and addictive ok!
OH SCHOOL WAS..
THE WEATHER IS HOT! no i should say sticky.
i went to see my personal doctor today and she says the pinky spots on my face is cause by the medication.
because the medication is toooooo strong and it burns my skin away.
everytime sweat goes to the pinky patches it stunk me so much. eeeks.
OUCH!
now its peeling, oh no. but it'll recover.
dodo says its in the process of getting better and healing. (dodo is my term for doctor since young haha! dont laugh!)
and my marmie doesnt like me taking too much antibiotics. she thinks that antibiotics causes your stomach lining to be thinned. and she thinks its unhealthy.
BUT. but if i dont finish my antibiotics i might have a relapse. which is way worst.
and today i could say i finished my canvas. but my touching up are not done yet.
RACHEL WILL HELP ME WITH IT IN THE HOLIDAYS.
(actually i have the idea of pulling her to sch to help me with it. hahahaha! I'LL TRY OK? SHH.. DONT TELL RACHEL !! KEKE)
THE CONTENTS BELOW ARE NOT MEANT FOR PEOPLE IN 4D.
PEOPLE WHO SHOULD READ THESE SHOULD KNOW WHO THEY ARE.
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no c i dont hate you. in fact you know me since sec 1. and im relatively nice to you as long as youre nice to me. i forgive people in a blink of an eye and i dont hold grudges.
but the fact that me writting on the behalf of z and you getting all pissed off makes me wonder.
wonder why.
and makes me feel that this matter is getting more and more interesting.
its like. HEY AMELINE LETS QUARREL! SEE WHO GETS BORED FIRST!
to me its like this. ok. at least to me.
i dont mind people saying things about me.
ITS TRUE THAT IM AN NORMAL ACAD STUDENT. AND NOTHING CAN CHANGE THAT FACT.
i think you really gained nothing but sour and akward relationship between the two of us.
ive always think that you couldnt be bothered about anything and anyone but it seems like you really love finding trouble. (no offence la)
and on the other hand i find A very nice. shes someone who would quarell with me.
and wont give you a cold shoulder.
thats my term of... ERRR. ok. you could call it sportmanship i assume.
and since shes the first person i got to know when i came into springfield. shes my first friend.
i had a great impression of her. a nice one. a warm one.
but c. i dont know about you.
maybe oneday when the all of us, ( z me z s r and afew more from 4j and 4i who preferred their names not to be disclosed),decided to forgive k. we might be friends again with her and still have a sour relationship with you.
so from this, i really dont know why are you doing all these for.
even A doesnt interfer.
but on the contrary.whatever you would say~
i would still like to be your friend despite all the mean words we wrote to each other. ^^
(NOW I KNOW WHICH ONE TO USE. WEATHER OR WHETHER!)
LOOK! IM NOT THAT BAD AFTER ALL RIGHT?
and ive always remebered something meaningful pearlyn told me before at a bus stop while waiting for a bus (back then,my attitude was super fucked up - 'everyone has a good side of themselves.its just whether you see it or not.' and ive remembered this phrase up til today.
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we thought you changed alot. we dont feel that happy cherry you anymore.
who has taken our friend away?
maybe you should go do some self reflections. (because i did mine. i know i wasnt totally right and was mean about it)
no you are wrong.
all you thought of was yourself.
did you think about how we felt?
what? no one cared about you?
when we asked you whats that sad face for because we are concern. and you didnt wanna say. so we dont dig.
when we dont ask you whats happening ,(thats because you always dont say) you think that we dont wanna care about you.
instead of complaining about us doing mean things. the correct thing is to gather us together and have a heart to heart talk.
if you cant face us. send us a message.
this is the climax of every friendship. quarrelling always starts here.misunderstanding starts here.
stop complaining that we scold you for not attending school.
CANT YOU SEE WE DO CONCERN? if not we dont give a fuck. we will just let you flunk all you want and go die.
we would understand you. whether its a family prob or bgr. we all went through.
rach has her own family prob.
i have family problems too. i dont grow up in a perfect family. to be frank i grew up in blood and violence. sometimes i keep them to my self or choose not to think about it.
zili has her own family problems too.
do you think you are in the worst situation? i dont think so.
if you are an only child you know you cant confide your problems to anyone.
because
1. you might get yourself in trouble although you know you should report.
2. they wont understand you anyway.
3. because you fucking have no siblings.WHO TO TELL? COUNSELLOR? and let the counsellor report to the police? and then your dad ends up in jail? and then your family is split? and then you fucking have no dad?and then your mum has to slog and take extra part time job to feed you when shes turning a year older everytime the earth goes round the sun once?
NO! I FUCKING CANT DO THAT!!
YES BEFORE I SPLURT OUT SOME CRAP ABOUT MY DAD ive to think of the consequences.
everytime i get angry i must hold my temper and go vent it all out in sch instead of going against my dad and get a bloody bash everytime i do so.
SO YOU DONT SKIP SCH JUST BECAUSE YOUR MUM SCOLDS YOU.
YOU DONT GIVE UP YOUR STUDIES JUST BECAUSE THE TEACHER DOESNT TEACH WELL
YOU DONT BLAME YOUR FRIENDS WHEN YOU DONT KNOW HOW MUCH THEY WANT TO DO FOR YOU ,BUT CANT.
YOU DONT FUCKING DO ANYTHING YOU LIKE JUST BECAUSE YOU FEEL LIKE!
DAMN.
THIS IS NOT WHAT FRIENDS ARE FOR!
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