on Monday, June 29, 2009 , 9:51 AM

enfant?
JAEJAE AND BEARBEAR!
i love big teddies that are soft and fluffy and super huggable.

blek.
i said i would clean my room today.
but. im lazy
dbsk fans! i know dbsk fans read my blog (because i traced people)
should we set up a dbsk singapore fanclub? because they are sooooo much dbsk fans. i realised.
then maybe we could join the fanclub together with superjunior's and boA's one and shinee's one.
no im not a stalker. i only stalk jaejoong. or maybe jonghyun and onew or key. teeheehee
dbsk fans! NEW PICTURE BOOK ARE COMING OUT!
if im not wrong. its the ' all about dbsk' season 3? (aiya i dunno all about what)
but according to my friend its content are about their daily lifes. their doggies.
i cant remember their doggies name. walao each member have one dog leh.
imagine their house would be total CHAOS AT CERTAIN TIMES.
aiya whatever it is la.
i have cheap deals because i have friends importing the picture book into singapore
yay!
no more a few hundred bucks to get their picture book.
this time is a 300page book for...50 bucks? around there.
yesasia.com is selling at like...70plus dollars. (ive checked)
damn ex.
OH I CANT BE BOTHERED IM SO GOING TO GET THE PICTURE BOOOOOOK!
IM COOOOOOOOOMING.

ohoh. shit.
i have 30 mins to....
pack my room
clean the house
pack my bag
bathe
makeup
and reach mrt to meeeet raaaaaaachel.
ahhhhhh!!!!
DIE!

on Sunday, June 28, 2009 , 12:54 PM

MUAHAHAHA!
JACQUELINE ! WATCH THIS!

jonghyun DARLIIIINGGGGGGGGGG~!
shiok right? teeheehee~
hi everyone! i officially announced that ....
i have a new darling (just stolen from jacqueline), shinee's jonghyun
hahahaha.
new on the list!
1.jaejoong
2.yunho
3.micky
4.key
5.onew
6.jonghyunnnie~
oh my dbsk and shinee darlings. just nice 6
theycan partner each other and go on an SM FAMILY OUTING. HAHAHAHA.
jonghyun is mine mine mine mine mine!
yipppies.
HAHAHAH i swear jacqueline must be fuming with anger right now.
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sunday!
tmr no school for me.
yes la. UNDER QUARANTINE. any problems?
i dont have any fucking swine ok!
good lor. no school.
pity all you fellow ppl. must wake up early right?
i can sink into my bed for as long as i want.
weeee. BEAUTY SLEEP.
studying makes me sian. and speaking of school makes me sleepy.
very nice hypnotizing effect...
im so going to catch nine winks after this.
yawn yawn~
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things i have to do tmr are.....
-vacumn and mop the house
-clean my room
-iron my uniforms
-make my shoes white
-pack my room
-pack my school bag
-meet rachel
-go rachel's school
-attend her boring maths lesson with her while she sleeeps.
-go have lunch
-go lose some weight by walking ten rounds around bugis
-go meet zili
-watch movie
-meet tingyin
-eat dinner
-buy bubble tea
-purposely go late for tuition
-play in tuition
-gossip about kpop news with teacher
-home!

thats my plan. :) nice and organised right?!
teeheehee
byebye

on Saturday, June 27, 2009 , 10:51 AM

CAUGHT IN THE....CHEER YOU UP teeshirt. haha
OI JAEJOONG!
1. no staring at the camera this way (the way he stares at the camera still so hot right?! say yes please...)
2.no wearing cute teeshirts to melt fangirls
3.stop wearing clothes that are not common. wear some thing i know where to get ok?
4.stop wearing one new necklace everyday. WE KNOW THAT YOURE DAMN RICH OK?!
5. please do your hair and makeup properly before leaving the studio DONTBELAZY!
WAIT WAIT WAIT WAIT!
i find this cheer you up tee damn damn familiar.
OH! is this the same tee that JEANETTE'S ASHIN WORE TOO?!
cannot be right?
OI STUPID JEANETTE. ASK YOUR ASHIN DONT COPY JAEJOONG OK!
IF NOT SUPER JUNIOR WILL HATE YOU! teeheehee
(jeanette say that super junior's eeteuk very hot. she like. lol. eeeeteukkie is mine!)


ps. im never going to fight with a guy anymore. i swear!


PSSSS!!! DBSK FANS!
QUICK GO TO http://ipoll.kr/k_click/t.html NOW!
VOTE FOR THEM.
BLOOOOODY SS501 FANS !
(dbsk section is at the top of the circle written in korean only - 동방신기)
gogogo!!!
press up button for 200x then plus. then again! ^^

on Friday, June 26, 2009 , 9:37 AM

MY SHINEE IS SO DAMN CUTEEEEEE!
*bursting out with jelly beans* oh no tooo cute!
key !!!! ONEW !!!!
onew is bottom right hand corner, yes the one with no camera still wanna act like he has one.
key is directly above onew!
damn cuuuuute!
rofl!

BLOODY HELL!
IM SO DAMN ANGRY WITH YEO ZILI! YOU YEO PIGU!
SO IS RACHEL!
this girl hor.. say want to go ice skating. i go arrange ad ask ppl to go.
not that we nvr ask. is ppl dont want go.
at first was planned on 23rd june. but zili say too rush then change to friday.
(which was today)
then yesterday she say....
i dont feel like going leh.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
what the fuck is this!
all my efforts gone down the drain.
bloody hell. im damn fucking angry!
i bought the gloves already leh!
YEO ZILI! IM GOING TO TAKE THE SKATES AND SLICE YOU INTO A MILLION PIECES!
AND! NO SOUVENIRS FOR YOU!
BAD BAD NAUGHTY GIRL!
*throws dabian at your face!*

ps. im under quarantine! just because i came back from china. not quarantine from public. quarantine from school. zzz
teacher say i cnt go sch for the first day. neh neh pok!
I DONT CARE!
later im still going out to shop and spend money with rachel
and go play basket ball with kenneth
nehnehnipupu!

/ps. DANIEL BOUGHT ME A METAL BLOCK NECKLACE WITH JAEJOONG'S NAME ENGRAVED ON IT! how nice! my birthday present!
preordered already. but not here yet.
actually i told him i wanted that a jaejoong bangle...then...
daniel: eeee the bangle so...ugly.
me: ok ma. where got ugly?! only $8! I WANT I WANT!
danel: ok lor up to you...
me: really ugly meh? OK CHANGE I WANT THE METAL BLOCK NECKLACE!
daniel: which one?
me: there...! but hor more ex leh. $16. double the bangle! :X
daniel : lol. $16 only! 16 very ex meh?
me: you rich hor. you buy ok? anyway your money~ haha!
daniel: okok wait i finding if got namie amuro de things or not. i also want smth ma.
me: excuse me. this sit only sell kpop/cpop stuffs lor. NO JPOP OK! amuro namie NOT FAMOUS!
daniel: then....then i get tiffany things! (SNSD)
me: zzzzzz whatever. i want my jaejoong necklace ah! registered postage ah! order correctly hor!
daniel: hanar hanar! relax!
me: OMGOMGOMGOMG! JAEJOONG NECKLACE LEH! YAY!
daniel: zzz.
(then rachel was rushing me to play audi. so the chat ended. hacker helped me earn loads of den!)

hergh! not like mr ho wei en! promise me bear bear nvr buy.
not only that he didnt even wish me happy birthday!
insensitive freak!
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BLOOOOODY KPOP!
SNSD'S GENIE MV IS OUT..
I.M.P.R.E.S.S.I.V.E!
enjoy!
soweoneun narir BWA~

on Thursday, June 25, 2009 , 10:12 AM

just like what i assumed and like what vanessa said.
comfirm is photoshopped one lor.
good job sm's editor! we've all seen it through though..
same tone? same thickness? same length?
eeeeeee not natural! cant they be like wonder girls for just one day?
oh i so love wonder girls. they're the perfect models for girls. and sunmi is soooo cute!
is sunmi a 1993 baby too? 16 too? (anyone knows?)

FT ISLAND IS COMING TO TOWN TODAY!!!!!!!!!!
flight time : 9.15pm (but i bet the fans are there NOW already)
rachel and zili decided not to go. hahaha!
very tiring one ok. standing there and scream. zzz not worth it,unless it's superjunior or dbsk or boA or wondergirls! (and maybe snsd, needa see their performance for that day first)

we're going ice skating tmr!
and im going to buy cute gloves later!
i wan a pink one. or maybe white? or blue? or red? aiya better stick with pink.
rachel's coming!
and we're going to do something really really mean! muahahahaha!
shhh. dont tell anyone ok? secret secret! :D

ps.unlike the olden days of singaporeans' chinese culture and china and japan and korea. (which in some parts guys are treated and are of a higher status than girls, in sichuan state the girls are of a higher status and when they speak they guys all shut it.) WOAH! my one in a lifetime expierence. very 神奇right?!

on Wednesday, June 24, 2009 , 10:27 AM


hahahhahahahah postman uniform! so wierd!
STOP SMIRKING JAEJOONGGIE! not funny!
fangirl is back on schedule!
WHEN IS THE DRAMA GOING TO BE UPLOADED?
FASTER LEH SCHOOL REOPENING SOON LEH! WHY SINGAPORE SOOOOO SLOW! BLOOOODY HELL!!
and tmr FT ISLAND is coming to singapore! ft island fans happy right?
rachel the minhwan's ( or whatever he is ) fan is going changi airport to fetch them!
zili's going too...
bleh. no dbsk? IM NOT GOING! waste my time. sumore its night flight leh blooody hell. sure damn long one.
like wonder girls DUA PAI HOR. wait until 2-3 hours then come out. let the fans all wait.
DBSK AND SUPER JUNIOR AND SNSD FASTER COME LEH. even wonder girls also come le you nvr come!
noooobie! jaejoong is noooobie!

yesterday was funny...
vanessa suddenly sms me this.
van : eh ameline i tell you smth leh. maybe singapore and korea having war.
me: aiya wont want la. 21st century. no more war la. who so uncivilised sia..
van: REALLY! i hear that korea sending ships over then singapore going to bomb them leh!
me: aiya NORTH KOREA AH? north korea communist ma. like cheeeena lidat! lucky jaejoong not from that country!
van: oh? north? AIYA i dunno la. still korea right? same country right?
me: you head la. north korea is one country. south korea is one country! HAHAHA NOOB!
van: chey! zzz...aiya i dunno all these la!
hahahahah totally funny!

ps. i realised i got cheated of my money when i was in cheena. bloody blood suckers! cheat ppl money!
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dedicated to kpop fans for the making up for my 1 week absence!
i swear so much things always happens when im gone and when im not theres always nothing! =.=
1st up! shinee!
ive got the behind scences of SHINEE'S energy song stolen from somewhere. heehee!
(ive no idea whats their energy song anyway. nvms. zili and jacqueline will know)

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these 15 year old idols are totally kiddish. remind them of their age please...
WHY ARE THEIR HAIR GOING FROM GOOD TO BAD TO WORST?!
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ONEW IS MINE!!!!!!!!! he's playing a piano piece for me okay?!
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ive never seen sucha huge lego blocks in my life. have you?
once again! remind these 15 year old idols THEY ARE 15! not 5!

something else bonus...
say FINALLY!
FINALLY SHINEE UPDATED THEIR BLOGS. FINALLLLLLLYYYY!!!!!
DBSK AND SNSD AND SUJU BLOGS ARE RATHER DEAD ALREADY. TOOOOOO BUSY?

090622 SHINee’s Staff Diary Entry
“Be careful of the heat~^^”
Hello
Has it…been a while? ^^;Now the rain….. Because of the hot sunlight, it was humid inside-!Fans who took part in the schedule to cheer SHINee on,You’ve gone through a lot. T^T
After Juliette activities was the album signing, then the High Touch Event, etcWe are following the busy schedule, tooWe’re always very thankful~ (- -)(_ _)
The, to cheer everyone put…After the Busan&Daejun High-Touch Event ended on June 17th,SHINee’s leader Onew, Maknae Taemin, Bling Bling Jonghyun,Flaming Charisma Minho, and almighty key, Key took a pictureFor everyone while taking the bus back up to Seoul! ^^
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Please have strength and give a lot of support~! *-_-*
SHINee World-♡ Aja aja fighting~!!!

** Aigooo~ It’s past 12PM..^^;
Dream good dreams, and please give lots of encouragement
At the Metropolitan High-Touch Event, too~ ^0^

Stolen from: shinee.smtown.com
Translation: kimchi hana@SFI




2nd up!
snsd! oh i love their songs and dances sooooooo much!
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tada! the gee singers! (ps dont envy their legs. theyve been photoshopped before. i assume)
aka the WONDER GIRLS' rival are back
teeheeehee!!!
wonder girls better come up with another new song or else they'll get kick over.
after the gee. they are making a comeback with GENIE/TELL ME YOUR WISH.
doesnt sound good leh. like very sian.


hahahaha tiffany.
her smile looks to fake!i can do better than her!
so they decide to move on from their cute gee song to the sexy marine style.
lets see.....
coming soon tmr!

on Monday, June 22, 2009 , 1:03 PM
great!
im back!
and you know you miss me. dont deny.
i currently have 848 pictures to be uploaded. meanwhile be patient.
and i have so much things to complain about china.
so much so much.
and while i was gone.
snsd had their new mv teaser, genie
and theres a new girl band from the ex-wondergirls member.hyuna -4 minutes. (their mv still quite noobie leh.)

check back later. ^^
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(click play to watch the slide show.)
nice pics are around the middle part and the endings.

yay! im officially back!
i totally miss singapore.
miss the food. miss the nice people. miss my friends. miss my room. miss my bed. miss my laptop. miss my blog. miss changi airport.
I HAVE SO MUCH TO RANT ON ABOUT CHINA. OH DAMN THAT PLACE AND THE PEOPLE.
i swear im not bias or racist.
IN MY OPINION. they are just people who are rough. uncouth and have totally no manners. dont believe? judge for yourself.

scenarios:
1. loads of people in a cable car. all pushing and shoving...
2. some staff (girl) pushing a cart dropped some items off from the cart...
3.while waiting for public buses or trains...
4.greetings.



in china:
1. when loads of people are pushing and shoving. they think its ok to do so...and one aunty happen to bang into me.
and then i happen to bang into her... HERE COMES THE CLIMAX.
she: (in cantonese) you !$?# wont be able to get married. you ill bred youngster. no manners!
me : (gave her back double)
she: (stare at me with jaws wide open)

2.when someone drops something. in china = NO GENTLEMEN. all guys just just walked along beside her and stare at her.
until that poor girls feels so pityful our tour member went to help her. she looked so grateful.

3.the people there are super kiasu. SUPER OK. before the train even reached the platform. the people are slapbang right infront of the opening.
damn exxxxxxxagerating. imagine 60 people clumping infront of ONE smrt train entrance, yes thats how it looks like.
and when the door opens. they just boom in. people inside boom out.
no doubt stampede is common there.

4. and ive always thought that airport staffs must be kind and polite because they are suppose to be serving tourist.
this was it..
our tour group was going through the custom and cheeena airport not advance they want to see our baggage tag to let us through.
and with their fucked up cheena accent they speak with. we couldnt make out what the fuck they want.
us: huh? sorry say again? (in chinese)
girl staff : *shouted* BAGGAGE TAG LA! *frown and roll eyes* (in cheena accent)
tell me. tell me how rude is this.
if i had the chance. i would slap her face left right up down with a rotten fish.
blooody hell! 没家教!


in singapore:
1.where in sentosa. the people entering the cable car are moderatered so that it wouldnt be so packed.
and for safety reasons too.. you dont want an overweighted cable car hanging in the air. how dangerous!
even if it is packed. our nice singaporeans would apologise at least.

2. when you drop things like... lets say.. water bottles or cans. and they start to roll around.
people would help to pick them up if its right infront of them.
i would. would you?
let say minority. not majority. but there are. and these cases are happening everyday.
in china. NO WAY YOU SEE THIS.
ive been to all the shopping areas. they just OH HECK CARE~ NO MY PROBLEM.
*walks away*
WHAT THE FUCK!

3.they name singaporeans as kiasu. I SWEAR YOU GO SEE CHEENA PEOPLE.
you know what are real kiasu.
THEIR KIASU IS NO JOKE. extremely kiasu. YES EXTREME!

4. and our airport staff. no doubt friendly warm and polite as ever.
no shouting and rolling eyes at customers.

and ive always think that singapore is lousy peasy. now on a second thought we not bad la.
and i totally feel so overwhelmed when i landed in changi ariport.
the warm and homely feeling. i swear its....INDESCRIBABLE!
our sunny island where theres no disgusting people in the streets where they just spit their yellow guey phlem anywhere.
where our water is drinkable from the tap. fresh and clean.
where our cities are so clean you can even eat your dinner on the ground.
where our government are righteous and nt corrupted
and our people are nice and civilised and friendly
and our shopping centres and the people here dont cheat
and its safe everywhere and anywhere
and in cities its bustling warm and yet peaceful
and everyone here dont have meaty breathe.

on Saturday, June 13, 2009 , 10:15 AM

wait wait i swear i saw jaejoong move his eyes! I SWEAR OK! DAMN CREEPY!
hiyaya!
today marks the day of ameline hitting up the cute land of KOREA! china. zzz not so cute anymore.
ameline and rachel is gone! zili must be lonely like hell! hahaha!
MEANWHILE WHILE IM GONE.......
i hope zili doesnt spam my blog. (i know she will anyway)
and you people think of ten good reasons WHY I SHOULD BUY SOUVENIR BACK FOR YOU AND WHY SHOULD I POST ALL THE CHIO CHIO PICTURES.
rachel lum is currently in genting and she bought smth for me! yay!
last year she went china and bought beanie back for me. cos she knows that me and zili are hot over KOREAN-STYLED/JAEJOONG-STYLE beanies!
teeheehee.

and if you know youre bored.....
option 1: (for k/jpop fans only)
go visit http://www.smtown.com/ , http://www.allkpop.com/ and read something productive. STOP ASKING ME WHY LIKE THAT WHY LIKE THIS! i dont fucking know!!!
go visit http://www.mysoju.com/ to watch something. if youre not the BOYS OVER FLOWERS type of person. go catch WE GOT MARRIED (variety show)its damn freaking nice!

option 2: for all scunks and bastards and bitches and rascals and idiots.
i would highly recommend you to do the following.
-bang the door along the corridor when you go home
-use your mouth to unlock the door
-or go do something good for yourself. eg hong some boy/girl
-go practice your make up skills (YOUR MAKE UP SKILL IS DAMN FUCK UP SIA. DRAW EYELINER ALSO DRAW CROOKED. TSK HOPELESS!)
YAH I STILL HATE YOU THAT MUCH! BITCH!

option 3: for the most ordinary ppl in the world.
- study hard la! WHAT ELSE. ZZZ.
- go to sch and do your art (i havent done mine yet. walao...!)
-go shopping!
-go try to learn dance by yourself. OR IF YOURE A PRO LIKE ME ALREADY GO TRY CHEOREOGRAPH AND WHOLE NEW THINGY BY YOURSELF. IM THE PRO OK!
-or if you dont like tiring stuffs. go pick up something new like learning a new language. maybe not korean. but i know load of ppl like japanese.
GO TRY LEARNING. i swear its easier than chinese.

and for the rest of the ppl who doesnt belong to any of the catogory above.
i suggest you go fuck yourself and die. or if you choose to bang against the wall ? sounds good too.
just make sure you die ok?

and one more thing.

daniel promised me to buy my dbsk things as my birthday present OR ELSE NO SOUVENIRS FOR HIM! everyone is a witness!

ps. ameline is checking into the departure hall at 11pm. if you decide to spam me smses please spam before 1am. THANKYOU!
and souvenirs are not promise because im not going to some bustling city area.
TERMS AND CONDITIONS ARE PRIOR TO CHANGES WITHOUT FURTHER NOTICES.
HAHAHAHA!

on Friday, June 12, 2009 , 12:30 PM

i want jaejoong as a birthday present! (live one of course! 活的! understand?)
ITS MY SWWET SIXTEEN BIRTHDAY! and i wanna thank people who delibrately waited over midnight to wish me ^^.
ZILI. -this lazy bum wants to get to bed. so she send me an early sms.zzz
RACHEL- wished me before she went onto the plane.
VERA-asked me what i want for birthday presents. keke
JEANETTE- wished me on my tagboard and asked for souvenirs (with ulterior motive! )
YUQING- tell me to study hard and be the top student (walao cnt la)
AMY- sang gee song to me. (haha.so nan ting!)
DANIEL- plaintively tell me happy birthday. and ask me for souvenirs. zzz! (ulterior motive too)
HUIMEI- wished me all the best in life.
WANNING- wished me on tagboard too and asked me what pressies i want. (i want jaejoong!)
WILSON- wished me on twitter (he wished me like 3 times already haha!)
TONGKHEE- whose bdae is one day before mine. BETTER REMEMBER MINE COS I RMBED YOURS!
HWEECHENG- stupid girl ask me go escape. i told her it was my bdae. then she recalled. tsk! no sincerity!
JACQUELINE- wished my on plurk
JOLENE- wished me on plurk too
VIVIEM- smsed me late into the night.
WEISAN- wished me on plurk.
(edited at 3.35pm..)
and then theres more.
TINGYIN- realised its my birthday. wished me on msn. ^^
VANESSA- suddenly remembered my birthday and wished me on msn. (sang bdae song sumore. wapiang~!)
JANE- wishes me a sweet sixteen
NATALIE,CARINA,WILSON- wished me via sms.
(edited AGAIN at 9.15pm)
and then theres more more...
HAISHIEN (the sea cucumber)- suddenly wished me because he just remembered.
JASON- via sms too.
PEARLYN- tagboard
RENJIE- via msn. (oh i wondered how he knew my birthday. mysterious!)
TANI - msn too! (hahhaa because that smart girl read my blog. )
and then last 2! (edited at 11.59)
IAN + JOSHUA - my ptbfs!
the end!
OH THANK YOU SO MUCH PEOPLE! MY SWEET SIXTEEN IS REALLY SWEET~!
END OF 12 JUNE!

SEE I REMEMBERED EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU.
THOSE WHO KNOWS MY BIRTHDAY AND DIDNT WISH ME.
HOPE YOU GET CAR BANG AFTER MIDNIGHT TODAY!
daddy mummy havent wished me! doesnt matter. they gimme angpao later can already!
mummy bought me a cheeeeeese cake from starbucks. I SWEAR IS TASTE LIKE HEAVEN! WEEEHOOO!

PS. i recommend all vain pots like me to check out this site. http://www.etudehouse.com/
its damn chio lor. the make up and all. (i bet vanessa eyes will go blingbling. seriously i think korean and japanese make up stores are damn pretty and cute. the things they sell are damn nice . WANT EXAMPLES?
THEFACESHOP (KOREA)
BEAUTYCREDITS (KOREA)
ETUDEHOUSE (KOREA)
and the world wide popular base cream BB CREAM. aka korean inspired foundation. tada!
used by wonder girls~~

and i want to let everyone know how stingy and gay WEI EN is! (hahaha weien you saw it coming!)
i shall summerise it ok?
-ameline saw a damn huge teddy
-ameline liked it like hell
-pulls wei en to look at it.
- tell him i want this as a bdae present
- wei en agreed.
-ameline birthday came
-ask him wheres my huge bear bear?
- he said :'aiya no money' *laughs*
- I GAVE YOU 4MONTH TO SAVE 60 DOLLARS LEH!
-blooody hell. disappoint me!
-ameline saved up 150 for your birthday present if i received the teddy.
-and you didnt even wish me happy birthday! its already afternoon!
-shall go spend away the money on more productive things!
-conclusion: WEI EN IS A BIG MISER!
WEI EN! DONT ANGRY LEH! who ask you sooo niao! make me so disappointed! roar!

i think its too mean. i still have a consience de ok!

on Thursday, June 11, 2009 , 9:40 AM

HOT HOT!
i think the phrase 'if looks could kill' could be use on jaejoong. very suitable leh.
bloody hell, the sun is scorchingly hot and he still wears that puffy thingy. (or maybe its the winter sun?!)

RACHEL IS GONE! YAY! hahahahaha.
rachel is flying this afternoon at 12. to genting highlands.
i wonder why she chose to fly. flying way more expensive than taking a coach.
and the time taken to reach there is about the same.
aeroplane route : fly to kl international airport, take a coach down to genting. approx 5hrs. cost 2x
coach route : take a coach straight to genting highlands. approx 6hrs. cost 1x.
or maybe rachel's aeroplane more power. ppl fly for 2 hours she fly for 30 mins.
or maybe i havent take the wind direction into consideration.
OH YAH! maybe during afternoon the wind is a head tail wind!
tsk tsk! yah! nvr thought of it.
nvm.

AMELINE IS LEAVING SINGAPORE TOO! ON SATURDAY NIGHT!(ps rachel tell you wrongly)
and then we pangseh zili in singapore. she say she wanna be a zai nu. so let her be lor. hhahahaha
nooobie zili stays in singapore! muahahahahahaha.
i can almost imagine zili cursing and swearing. haha zili! ZAI NU ZAI NU!
i have one day to go shopping.
that is today/tmr.
i need new manicure. new night pillow. more chio makeup. and...THE FACE SHOP ITEMS.
yesh im in love with that shop. teeheehee.

ps. im waiting for zili's reply. or i just have to go myself. so kelian!! *sobsob*
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back from shopping.
i went with hweecheng instead of zili. stupid zili never reply me. i thought shes dead. zzz

night pillow : 19.95
denim jeans (gee version leh! so chio!):18
thefaceshop nail enamel : white. pink. hotpink. clay brown. x 2.95
thefaceshop french nail sticker : 2.90
ate mac: 4.85
change currecy for FUCKING SOUVENIRS! : $100. (no souvenirs for disgusting/bad people!)
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total: 150.54 (walao bloody hell. =.=)

ps. totally broke. 他妈的!

on Wednesday, June 10, 2009 , 10:12 AM

JAEJOOONGGIE'S HAND!
everything that jaejoong does is super cute. i swear!
someone tell me this doesnt look like a human's hand. seriously looks like some charlie brown's hand HOR?!
my conclude: jaejoong is suffering from a comtemporary retarded-nessity.

I SWEAR I COULD EAT A WHOLE FAT COW UP NOW.
bloody hell. theres nothing to eat at home.
ok there is..err..
icecreams
chocolates
sweets
biscuits
instant noodles
kimchi
seaweed
etc.etc
but none for breakfast. nvm i'll whip something up with whatever i have.
im still thinking about my imaginary blingbling phone.WOAH~!
can almost imagine the chio-ness of it.
mummy says thatthe bling bling crystals comfirm expensive.
i thought so too. BUT HOW? VERY CHIO LEH.
then i can walk around and show off my bling bling phone.
*SPARKLE SPARKLY SPARKLE SPARKLY*

ps. before i leave for china. im going to SLATHER HUGE AMOUNTS OF CREAM ONTO MY SKIN. even in singapore my skin are drying off lor. so frustrating!

on Tuesday, June 9, 2009 , 10:31 AM

AHHH BURSTING OUT WITH CUTENESS!! ( i can see junsu and yunho in the background,yunho is wondering why jaejoong is such a camwhore.)
and i didnt know someone could camwhore with a breakfast sandwich. OH SO INNOVATIVE!
jaejoong/rachel cheers me up on a black day. :)
i hope jaejoong could help me whack my dad up.
GOGOGO! JAEJOONG GO~!

the upper part of this post is dedicated to rachel lum!
i think those who thinks that rachel sucks should do some self-reflections.
ok rachel sucks in a way that she's damn noisy and annoying at times and doesnt study hard.
(but i think that its just the way you look at it)
- who isnt noisy when you are high?
-who isnt annoying when you want something. yet being the only child (only child are always more annoying than the others)
-AND WHICH IDIOT LIKE STUDYING?! (people love to learn new things. but hate studying thats a fact.)
i like the way my friends defend me when people scold me. this are called friends.
when you had family problems. friends worry.
when you have things to explain and people dont understand you. friends does.
when you go missing and could not be contacted. friends will.
and my friends refer to people like rachel (ok la zili too)
rachel understands me because shes an only child. and she knows my family situation.
zili does beacuse i tells her everything. (other than the fact that shes like a i-duno-whats-happening face)
:)

i hate medicines!
they make me groggy and snappy. dang.
esp green colored medicines. i wonder by dont tablets come in chio shades of pink
that would make medicine taste way better.
imagine BLINGBLING HOT PINK MEDICINE TABLET. SO CHIO RIGHT?
or maybe with another shade of dusty pink.
i think the doctors would be earning huge bucks because all the girls would be pretentious to be sick and flock to get that chio medication.
maybe i shall go create on pink medicine when i grow up.
ps. zili says that dodo is the brand of the fishball. (dodo is the term of doctor when i was young)
eeek. but mine is ugly-looking green lor.
so hideous. like some damp fungus color. totally gross.
speaking of pink. i suddenly had the idea of blinging up my phone. yes! BLING LIKE HELL.
ive always thought that pinky blingbling phone looks extremely bimbotic and attention seeking.
but on a second though. eh not bad leh.
SOMEONE PLEASE INTRO ME WHERE TO GET THE CRYSTALS AND GLUE.
i would be damn grateful ^^

ps. AMELINE WOULD BE A FANGIRL ON HIATUS FOR TODAY.
just for today. stay tune! im coming back sooooon before i go for my vacation.
hiatus hiatus hiatus~~~

__________________________________________
ameline had a bad encounter yesterday.
some people say once bitten twice shy.
i say its once BEATEN twice as hard to open up.
why must my dad always resort to violence. dont he know that violence doesnt solve anything but cause more more conflict.
im a girl and i want some respect ok! dont scream vulgarities to me for like an ongoing 30mins ad expect me to stay calm.
and one more thing.. if you can hit me so do i.
dont talk to me with your fist. talk with your mouth! YOU BLOODY BASTARD!
ps.everytime i hear a key being slotted into the lock my heart skips a beat. i know youre back.
thats my greatest fear.
I HATE MY DAD!
BLOODY HELL! YOU DONT TAKE MY FACE AS A PUNCHING BAG!
HONGAN LA YOU MUTHAFUCKER!

on Monday, June 8, 2009 , 9:16 AM

BLOOODY HELL JUNSU IS SO CUTE!!! *screamsss* (far right!)
jaejoong just cant keep his mouth close,then later he would be sticking his tongue out again. zzz.
yunho! DONT SMIRK!
ps. theyre in paris. jaejoong is still the hottest. yeah i know i know dont deny dont deny~

IM SICK OF HOLIDAYS!
but i totally dislike being in the sun in school
how?
and stupid zili only wants to be a ZAI NU. zzz.
ZILI COME OUT LA. DONT STAY AT HOME AND ROT LEH!
WE GO KAIKAI OK? or ice skating? or you want go korea? we go see jaejoong.
or you want beat rachel? i assist you. or or or.... or you want your lemon tea?
I THINK ZILI IS LOVE SICK!
im bored. ive no insprations to blog.

IVE NOT DONE MY ART YET! OH NO!
MUMMY DIEDIE SAYS NO TO LV. tooo bad i cant bring it overseas. :(
inspired me to like lv more and more. thanks to jaejoong. zzzz

on Sunday, June 7, 2009 , 10:31 AM

WHAT THE HELL ARE THOSE DORKS DOING?
no doesnt look like some dance practice to me leh.
zzzzz.
dont know. dont care.
i know that jaejoong is hot can already hahaha.
(i wonde why some people say already as..ORH.RAY.DI. zzz sounds super broken)

sunday.
weeeeee not much chores to do because i did them yesterday.
FRANKLY SPEAKING. i still havent touch my luggage.YALA I KNOW I PROMISE TO PACK YESTERDAY.
but im just plain lazy eh. HOW?
yesterday night on audition:
rachel: tmr want go out not?
me: go where?
rachel: dunno leh ask zili where she want go lor.
me: aiya come my house.HELP ME PACK MY LUGGAGE. HAHAHA!
rachel: zili dont want come out.zzz
me: standard one la she..
rachel: i ask her want go HOUGANG or go HONGAN ok?! haha!
me: she confirm choose hongan one leh.
rachel: ...
then kenneth left audi. he said he cant concentrate.RACHEL TOOK OVER.

PS. okay i seriously need to pack my luggage. I WANNA BRING THAT LV BAG. but mummy ask me not to show off. ZZZ :(
jaejoong has a lv bag leh!
walao. cannot bring!

on Saturday, June 6, 2009 , 9:31 AM

MIROTIC!
WALAO JAEJOONG IS FUCKING HOT LEH! OMG!
jaejoong has got that matt-skin look,actually all have la. but jaejoong looooks the best. SO HE'S BEING PUT IN THE MIDDLE RIGHT RIGHT RIGHT?!
yes right!
(tsk! sorry la. abit obsence ah. i dont like it when they take topless picts ,but no choice. they are singers~its their job.)
i like jaejoong's collar! wait.. why is there a collar. hahhaha. looks funny eh.
no top. but collar with metal chain.
wei! bloody manager. you think jaejoong your dog ah! tsk!
it still looks hot on him lor.
不愧是金在中~no doubt no doubt. no doubts at all.

I PROMISE I PROMISE I PROMISE I WILL PACK MY LUGGAGE TODAY. i promise.
ok i know i promise that like afew decades ago. but i promised i pack my luggage today.
i just want to stay in singapore and learn dance. dance! dance! dance!
FROM TODAY ONWARDS. RACHEL IS MY OFFICIAL DANCE TEACHER.
she promised to teach me dance steps if i say ray is cute.
i said it leh. in the previous post. i said lor!
although june holiday has started ive already planned some things.
-go ice skating
-practice lots of dance
-play like mad
-go shop like hell in china. if not,not worth it leh.
-maybe study abit.
-go nag at wei en to give me mu huge teddy bear. EH HE PROMISE ONE LEH.
-think about what to do on my birthday. (i cant do anything this year because my departure date is on my birthday.)
-wash my piggy. (my piggy is damn flithy. from pig to black with dust. no swine please)
-paint my nails. (ive keep my nails long. and i can paint it now! yay!)
-lastly. KICK THE SUN DOWN. BLOODY HOT WEATHER!

PS.jeanette and zili has been bugging me to get things from china for them. okla. im not so stingy!
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I FOUND MYSELF THE PROMOTER OF SUBARU. seriously. im mad over the movie.
IM SERIOUS OK! THE SHOW IS DAMN NICE.
ive just found out that the lead actress is not a japanese. shes a korean. zzz.

extracted from. sharingyoochun
credits to wordpress.com:

Subaru is made to be a sensational movie ever, no room allowed for failure. (i agree)

Not enough for having South Korean best actress, Kuroki Meyisa to take the main role in this movie, another attempt from the production team is to have Tohoshinki, one of the best groups in Asia, appearing as cameo in one of Subaru scene as it’s shown in the official preview released a while ago. (yeah! dongbangshinki's appearance is the main point! for me la. haha!)

Excellent director, excellent script, excellent casts, and moreover now–already revealed–mean-to-be excellent soundtrack. (yeah. very excellent. i agree too..)


The line up singers to fill the soundtrack of the movie is finally officially released. Subaru will have Tohoshinki, Koda Kumi, CSJH The Grace, and BoA to bring up their spotlight to shine on the official soundtrack. (from these. everyone can see that sm artist lived up to their name. boa.dbsk.csjh!)

Tohoshinki, who has just released their 25th Japan single in last January 21st–Bolero/Kiss The Baby Sky/Wasurenaide in Tokyo, Japan–inserted one of the main song in the single, “Bolero” as it will be taken as the main song of Subaru. Next up, we have sexy Japanese diva Koda Kumi who is filling the soundtrack with her self-written lyrics ballad song entitled “Faraway“. CSJH The Grace is adding up the song list with their Japan song “Dear“, and finally Korean top solo star BoA will insert her U.S debut song “Eat You Up“, giving the last perfect touch to the soundtrack list. (bolero /eat you up/ coming to you/faraway (my blog song) the ost are NICE~!)

It’s also confirmed that BoA’s agency (T/N: not mentioned whether it’s SM, AVEX, or her U.S agency) involved in co-producing the dance music scene in the Subaru movie. (what? boA has three agencies? wtf. so many? but she belonged to sm. thats the point. SM OWNS HER!)

Subaru’s production team seems to grab everything they have to make people turning their heads to them. If everything goes right, Subaru will easily reach the highest spot once it releases. (i can see that too. THE TICKETS WERE ALL BOUGHT. THE SEATS ARE ALL FULL. we were just nice to grab the last few tickets. LUCKY MAN! GO WATCH SUBARU! the decided to extent the movie til thursday!)




on Friday, June 5, 2009 , 9:52 AM


I SWEAR I KNOW THAT TEESHIRT!!
that tee jaejoong wears has a big hole behind. ( i saw heechul wearing the white one before!)
I LOVE MICKY AND YUNHO'S HAIR!!!(the mirotic days....)
BUT JAEJOONG IS THE HOTTEST LOR. NO DOUBT! (shuddup tara shuddup zili all shuddup!)

TODAY IS FRIDAY!

IM GOING TO WATCH DANCE SUBARU!!

yay! with rachel. bloody zili act hardworking want go back to school for physics. slap her face.
YESTERDAY THE CINEMA WAS FULL (pearlyn's cousin says so..)
TODAY DIE DIE MUST GET TICKETS.
ALL THE KPOP JPOP FAN GO WATCH IT!
COMFIRM NICE ONE OK! DBSK AND KODA KUMI AND CSJH SINGS THE OST. go go go!!
byebye! come back and tell you guys how fantastic the show was. ^^
_______________________________________________
back!
OMGOMGOMGOMG THERE IS DBSK IN DANCE SUBARU!!
i scram like million times when jaejoong appeared.ALTHOUGH JUST A SHORT WHILE.
eh. bloody dance subaru. so touching... make me cry like idiot. i cry like.....EH I DUNNO HOW MANY TIMES.
GO WATCH IT YOU NOOBIES NO LIFER! ITS DAMN NIIIICEEEEEEEEEEE
rachel cried too. then i saw pearlyn. she went for the next show time.
although rachel is childish and damn annoying i cant help but agree with her post:
(ive to bloody type out cos rach blog cant be copied. walao..)
rachel:
today went to watch dance subaru with ameline and pearlyn's friend/cousin.
then then then..
SO NICE LA DANCE SUBARU.
I CRIED.
SO DID AMELINE.
MACHIAM WATER TAP SIA...
(TSK! i know i cry very easily de la! dont need disturb me right?! hergh! so angry!)
...
...
...
(some crap)
anyone who loves dancing
or have passion in dancing.
please please please please watch DANCE SUBARU.
I'LL RATE IT 4/5
love their dances and the spirit for dancing.
...
...
(somemore craps)
go die la ameline. ray is super cute.
(and then rachel continues to blog about her boringish lifestyle. hahahaaha. not much a difference from mine la. hehe)

yay! dance subaru dance! dance ameline dance! one more thing rachel... RAY IS NOT CUTE! JAEJOONG IS!
BLOOOODY HELL...
(edited)
okok! ray is cute. ray is damn cute. DAMN CUTE DAMN DAMN CUTE. SOOOOOO CUTE!

on Thursday, June 4, 2009 , 9:52 AM

wah. totally jaejoooong.
I LIKE THE TOP RIGHT HAND CORNER ONE!that was taken at his own home.(placing dirty laundry into washing machine)
tsk tsk. walao dont wear ugly shades of blue boxers and walk around like that leh.
youre an idol leh!

i seriously hate my dad.
aiya walao waste my time only. shitty crappy old man. talk so much crap. so much ulterior motive. bloody hell
and my mum. empty promises. never give me my dinner money.
DONT LET ME LEARN DANCE HOR? I MAKE SURE I EVERYDAY CREATE TROUBLE FOR YOU. FAIL ALL SUBJECTS LET YOU SEE UNTIL YOU HAPPY.DONT DO HOUSEWORK.
LEAVE ALL DIRTY DISHES FOR DECORATIVE PURPOSE.
see you win or i win.
bloody hell.
eh dont underestimate the stubborness of an only child. we've yet to unleash our potential.
muahahaha. HOR RACHEL?!

what did i do yesterday?
errrr.eeeeumm.erhhh..OH!
i seriously did nothing yesterday.
frankly speaking ive less than 7 days before flying off.
and i havent even touch my luaggage yet.
I DONT WANT GO LA. go what cheena places. i stay in singapore learn my dances better right?
I DONT WANT SIT SOME CHEENA AIRLINES.
EAT SOME CHEENA FOOD.
PLAY AND TALK TO SOME CHEENA PEOPLE. (i wont even play with them actually)
AND LASTLY I DONT WANT BREATHE CHEENA AIR!
I HATE CHEENA! (actually i dont)

ps. im just damn pissed off today.BYEBYE! I HATE EVERYONE!!

on Wednesday, June 3, 2009 , 8:30 AM

CREBEAU! ( i seriously dont understand what does crebeau means lor. zzz)
jaejoong's new shop!!
another outlet!!!
woah! this one is a hit. so many chio picture of himself in the shop la!!
PLEASE OPEN ONE OUTLET IN SINGAPORE. pleeeeeease!!
ameline will buy everything!

the weather is freaking irritating.
hot cold wet sticky and then cooling. bloody hell.
ARE WE COLD BLOODED?!
yesterday i went out with rachel. our mission was to wreak havoc and ********
hahahahahaha. fun okay!
bloody zili dont want come.
we found a dance school by following a dog around. REAL DOG LEH. NOT KIDDING.
ive always though dog wasnt allowed into shopping centres lor. and then one popped out.
im soooo going to learn dance. im going to force my dad or irritate him everyday.


ameline is obsessed with dance.
WHEN THERES DANCE I FORGET ABOUT EVERYTHING. EVEN JAEJOONG
WHEN THERES DANCE I FEEL PROUD AND CONFIDENT.
WHEN THERES DANCE. THERES AMELINE. ^^
dance ameline dance! dance subaru dance!
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DANCE SUBARU vers. (official trailer)
main theme: koda kumi's 'faraway'
dongbangshinki's 'bolero' for rythm zones.


DANCE DANCE DANCE~!

NOW LETS SEE THE DBSK LIVE STUDIO VERSION.
TOTALLY IMPRESSIVE. i feel so touch when they sing.
WOAH~

on Tuesday, June 2, 2009 , 11:00 AM

HAHAHAHA i think yeseong likes jaejoong.
dbsk wears yellow. super junior wears white.
and i love the way the show manager always print name tags for them to wear. like as if they might get lost and someone could bring them back. hahaha
YESUNG: "....IT WAS REALLY REALLY BIG YOU KNOW?! LIKE THIS!" *SHOWS THE HAND*
jaejoong: "..oh~hmmm.. REALLY?" *totally engross in chatting. not bothering about fliming*
meanwhile..yunho (behind jaejoong.which you cant see.) is damn angry. because jaejoong is distracted again.
hahaha.

IM SUPPOSE TO BE GOING OUT WITH THE BITCHES. aka rachel and zili
but i bet theyre still snorng away in lulu land.
eh stupid pigs. i wake up at 8 plus leh. nehneh waste my time.
see la now i cant even go back to sleep.
SPOILERS!
AND JEANETTE HAS BEEN HAPPY SPAMMING MY TAGBOARD ALL SHE WANTS.
(hahah actually i dont care. jeanette spam all you want. the most i'll just spam you back^^)

ps.IM TRYING MY BEST TO CATCH NINE WINKS!

__________________________
ive seriously never been so disappointed in my life.
arent people going about saying that parents are the pillars of support for their own children?
you guys forced me to do things ive hated.YES IVE HATED GUITAR. (i learnt for your sake!)
you guys want me to STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY.
you guys want me to come home everyday before 7.
you guys expect me to clean the house.do the laundry. do this do that.
ive done it all. i lived up to my promise.
but my dream from young has always been the same.
im a passionate dancer. i want to learn dance.
i just want to dance. CANT YOU GUYS BE SUPPORTIVE FOR BLOODY ONCE.
i ve asked nicely. cant you just agree? FUCK la. even my friends are more supportive than you guys.
and you dare claim to be my parents?
education is not everything ok!
for my entire life. ive been independent.
in primary school when all the little kids go to the playground i could only go home and talk to the four walls and envy those happy laughter they have.
you wonder why i laugh and i dont stop laughing? I YEARN SO MUCH FOR FREEDOM.
damn you mummy and daddy!
I HATE YOU SO MUCH!

I WISH I COULD JUST DANCE FOREVER AND NEVER RETURN!

on Monday, June 1, 2009 , 4:06 PM
IM PISSED! GO AWAY!

zili and rachel be honoured. im writing something for you all leh.
and E before you start all the blabbering about how hard life is. read this first.
theres this girl who was really fucked up.
when she was in primary school. no one really liked her. she had little true friends.
those true friends are really saints. they understand why she behaved like this (the reason was extremely violent family)
she often cried in school (in fact she crys easily)
people thinks that shes just attention seeking
sometimes she cant take the stress. she hides and cry. sometimes she wake up from horrible nightmares that leaves fresh wet tears on her cheeks.
sometimes her friends ask her why are there so much scars on the legs.
those belt whipped marks and those cuts.
she couldnt say much,she didnt dare,
when she entered secondary school
her dad lost his job. and his temper got bad to worst. there are financial problem too.
things didnt got better. the beating got from bad to worst too.
sometimes she had to secretly take part time jobs for extra pocket money because theres not enough.not enough for phone bills not enough for necessities (yes. pay her own bill. phone bills)
her sec 1 and 2 friends dislike her. (she didnt know whats wrong)
the stress she got at home and from school is accumulating. one day she turns to crime.
she thinks that going against everything might be a way.
she stole. because there is a sense of satisfaction and achievement she could get. (her studies were bad)
she fought. she was happy when she fight because she can hit all she wants.
untill one day. she got caught.
but thats good. someone stopped her and professional counselling changed her.
it changed her dad slightly but not totally (until now too)
until her sec 3 friends dislike her.
they decided to teach her a lesson.
she didnt had a single friend in class. SERIOUSLY NONE. THOSE TWO MEAN GIRLS TOLD EVERYONE TO IGNORE HER.
EH! now i think about really childish leh. ESP the one who like lemon tea! walao.
*skips all the drama*
it continued for 3-4 months before she totally changed.
her maths went from a 7/100 to 51/100 (eh its great achievements le hor!)
but because she played wayy to much during the first second midyear exams. her results totally sucked at the end.
AND THEN TADA NA.
(nice try already la)
so E before you say how hard life is. what you went through i went through too.
DONT COMPARE!
im not saying in the most kelian girl. or i had gone through the worst hardships.
i know there are some people out there who have 10x worst than what i had.
but all the pulling hair. belt whipping. bloody bash.crooked bloody nose.chipped off tooth.
i had them too.
DONT YOU BLOODY COMPARE. your dad cant hit you because he is ill. MUM'S STRENGTH DOESNT HURT.
wait till you get hit by a guy and hit by a girl.
you know the fucking difference then.

BACK TO REPLY TO WHAT YOU SAY:
i gave you face by not writing you name the previous post leh.
oh i didnt refer to you not telling me about problems your boyfriend problems or your family problems
i was refering to... TELL US THE DAMN THING YOURE NOT HAPPY WITH US.SO WE COULD CHANGE?!
what we want to hear are things like...
ameline today you did this and i dont like it. i hope that you wont do it anymore^^
zili today what you said sounded mean. i was hurt you know.
blah blah.
if you cant face us. theres always something called SMS.
sms are created for that purposes.
what a friend you are? would you just watch us rot all we could and then here comes the most interesting part: EH YOU ALL ARE SO MEAN. YOU DID THIS AND THAT TO ME.I BLOODY DONT LIKE IT.
the point i was refering to the last post was....
WE ALL HAVE FAMILY PROBLEMS TOOO. BUT WE STILL ATTEND SCH.
FAMILY PROBLEMS ARE NOT AN EXCUSE FOR YOU TO SKIP SCHOOL
IF SINGAPORE ALLOWS PEOPLE TO HAVE FAMILY PROBLEMS TO STAY AT HOME. EVERYONE WILL BECAUSE EVERYONE HAS!
dang. do you need every single details to be poured out so as to make you understand better?
or you still catch no balls? OH NEVERMINDS

secondly. (see im nice enough to separate out the things for you girl!)
ok secondly.
what! im rude? hahaha. i am! in the correct way.
YOU MEAN PEOPLE WHO ARE SICK AND HAVE FEVER AND FLU (a symtom of h1n1) SHOULD ATTEND SCH?
oh~they should attend sch and just nice if they have h1n1 they could pass the damn fucking virus to everyone so that everyone in singapore can die.
and all singaporeans can be extinct and then you can celebrate national by yourself huh?!
sorry lor. no fireworks for you hor!
NO! teacher did mention that people who have fever are to be sent home.
oh i forgot. you skipped alot of days in school.
I SHALL EDUCATE YOU ON THAT. TEACHER DID SAY PEOPLE WHO HAVE FLU OR FEVER ARE NOT SUPPOSE TO ATTEND SCHOOL
BE CONSIDERATE! (never learn that in kindergarden meh?)

and since you like to give examples.
i shall give you back some.
1. I THINK YOURE DAMN PARANOID AND THERE HAVE BEEN CASES TO PROVE SO...
i know youve been disliking N since like dunno when la.
(i agree its normal not to like some people)
and then you came back telling me things like...
'walao eh. just now hor that n and they all hor keep on jiang jiang jiang leh.i think they jiang about we all lor'
you like to drag ppl into the same boat as you because you didnt want to handle the situation alone.
tada.

AIYA FUCK LA. ALL YOU KNOW IS THAT PEOPLE ARE ALL WRONG OTHER THAN YOURSELF.ZILI IS WRONG.IM WRONG. WE ARE ALL WRONG BECAUSE WE DONT UNDERSTAND HOW YOU FEEL.
WE ARE ALL WRONG BECAUSE WE DIDNT KNOW THAT IT HURTS AND MADE FUN OF YOU.
WE ARE ALL WRONG BECAUSE YOU DIDNT TELL US ANYTHING AND WE ARE SUPPOSE TO BE SOME GODS AND READ PEOPLES MIND
WE ARE ALL WRONG BECAUSE WE ARE MEAN WHEN WE ARE SUPPOSE TO BE ANGELS AND SAINTS.
RIGHT!
(yeah go ahead WE ARE ALL FUCKING WRONG)
when people asked us like:
eh ameline why you make friend with that girl huh? (refering to you) she very step one ahlian sia. kanasai!
we told them youre ok. and your just happen to seems like one.
when people say eeee eeee eeee. she so fuck up sia.
i tell them that you actually ok.
when people say youre a totally failure in life.
we told them the are about the same too.
I WONDERED WHY DID WE SHIELD YOU FROM ALL THE NASTY COMMENTS.
AND WE WONDER WHAT DID YOU DO TO BACKSTAB US.
we choose to tell you certain things and not all because we know that some hurt. but we didnt know that there are still minor leaks that we say out hurt too.
we did our best to filter.
but you didnt do our part to block.
NOW I WONDERED WHY DID WE DID THAT FOR YOU!
you choose to learn friendship lessons the hard way.
like what i did. (DONT WORRY IT HURTS LIKE FUCK. BUT IN THE BOTTOMLINE ITS GOOD FOR YOU LA)

and on a happier note. i still refuse to write your name. because people wont know who im refering too. because..we havent totally gave up on a friend.
a lost one still in search.


EMAIL / FACEBOOK / BLOGSKINS / TWITTER /

I'm Ameline, 17 :) I'm a noob living on Pluto and studying for my O'level this year, very very busy.


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